Differences. (30/11)

I know. I realize. I realize that i've changed. I am not who i was back then.

...........of course i wouldn't be the same.

The situation is different. I'm not an elementary kid anymore. Social-problems come more often. I don't trust people that easy anymore. It gets harder for me to forgive someone. Life gets hard. And, the worst part about it, that i just realized, is that it is only the beginning.

Two-faced people are a lot easier to find these days. People will not think twice when they want to put others to shame in front of others. I tend to keep things to myself more often, to me, some people aren't trustworthy anymore.

Rests was usually one of the things i get enough every single day. WAS. These days? Getting at least an 8 or 7-hour sleep is more than enough.

People almost never listen to me. To some people, others opinion isn't important. People are selfish these days. And my choice, ha, who cares about it.

I'm trying to be not anti-social. But, everything is taking me exactly to the opposite direction of where i'm heading to.

i am beyond tired.
i am tired of social life.
i am tired of paperworks.
i am tired of people who would never have enough of me.
take me back to the old days......