life.

sometimes, i just sit. and think about life.
and yes,
it scares me.
i realized, the longer i live, the more i sin.
but, at some point, i'm not ready to die either. at least not sometime near.
i want to spend the rest of my life in balance.
i want to pray to God, i want to love my family and friends, and i want to learn.
i don't want to sin.

here's me thinking this random thought that i can't resist not to post here.....
sometimes, i think.
why do babies cry when they were born?
then again i realized.
babies cry cause they're going to face life.
i guess they just already know that this is gonna be tough.

and here again. i sit and blog. while slowly saying to myself,
"how's life now when you finally realized this?"

and then, haha, i answered my own question,
"great, now i'll be even much more careful in taking every step of my life"